The Clueless Experts Club
- Michael Steele
- Apr 1
- 3 min read
Why awareness becomes the ultimate trap
We live in an age where the process of discovery is instantaneous.What once took years to uncover can now be downloaded in seconds.
We’ve never had more access to wisdom—and yet, we’ve never felt more disconnected from it.
Because information without digestion isn’t growth.It’s just noise with better vocabulary.
The Truth About Digestion
There’s only so much the human system can absorb.But we’re not absorbing anymore.We’re stockpiling.
We’ve mistaken reading for integration.Studying for embodiment.Performing insight for living insight.
And in that confusion, a new identity has emerged—one that sounds enlightened…but is stuck in the shallow end of awareness.
The Clueless Experts Club
Who it includes (and why it’s everyone)
These are all of us who inevitably at times:
Talk shadow work but don’t confront their own projections
Preach about ego but weaponize it in every argument
Reference trauma but can’t sit with emotion
Study presence but live in performance
But let’s go deeper—because this isn’t just about spiritual language.It’s not about how “woke” you sound or how many self-help books you’ve read.
Any person who is an expert in anything other than themselves is a member of the Clueless Experts Club.
You can be a genius in:
Philosophy
Religion
Science
Psychology
Politics
Society
Human behavior
Math
Technology
And still be completely disconnected from your own story, your own shadow, your own emotional body.
Because knowledge of systems doesn’t equal self-awareness.And without self-awareness, everything you build is standing on a cracked foundation.
Here’s the irony:
The one thing worth becoming an expert in—yourself—is the one thing you’ll never fully master.
And that’s why the human ego avoids it.
Because there's no certificate.No applause.No “final form.”No status in saying, “I don’t know myself yet.”Only discomfort.Only humility.Only truth.
The Oracle of Delphi was right:
When they called Socrates the wisest man alive,he responded with one sentence that shattered every illusion of intellectual supremacy:
“I know that I know nothing.”
That’s what real awareness sounds like.Not certainty.Not superiority.But surrender.
That’s why most people avoid this path.Because it doesn’t reward your ego—it dismantles it.
And that’s the real test.Not how much you know.But how much of what you know you’re willing to release in service of something deeper.
The Integration Gap
The mind is fast.It can process, analyze, and absorb like a machine.
But the body?The body moves slow.It digests truth over time—through experience, discomfort, embodiment, and repetition.
This is where most people get lost.
They confuse intellectual awareness with internal integration.
And that’s not a flaw.That’s the work.
The Performance of Presence
Presence, once raw and wordless, has become an aesthetic.It’s curated. Branded. Strategized.
People don’t just practice presence anymore.They perform it.
It looks like:
Speaking slowly to appear grounded
Quoting spiritual texts while avoiding conflict
Curating “authentic” vulnerability to gain admiration
Projecting calmness while suppressing chaos
It’s not presence. It’s control.It’s awareness turned into armor.
Digesting the Mirror
Everyone talks about the mirror now.But a mirror doesn’t change you.
Digesting what it shows you does.
Most people don’t digest the mirror.They analyze it. Intellectualize it.Post about it.
But digestion?
That happens when you feel the reflection so deeply…your identity cracks,your story softens,and something changes beneath the surface.
That’s what the mirror was always for.
Awareness Isn’t the Answer
Awareness is the doorway.Not the destination.
Awareness without digestion becomes paralysis.You see everything, but nothing moves.
The deeper work?
Letting awareness move from your mind into your nervous system.Letting your body catch up to what your intellect thinks it already knows.
When your reactions soften without effort—when your breath slows without trying—when your knowing becomes being—
That’s not awareness.That’s integration.
The Reflection You Might Have Missed
If you made it here, you didn’t just scroll.You slowed down.
You let something in.
Maybe not everything.Maybe not all the way.But enough.
Enough to feel the pause.The breath.The part of you that whispers:
“I don’t want to just know things.I want to live differently.”
This isn’t about fixing yourself.Or proving your growth.Or becoming more aware than the next person.
This is about letting what you already know…settle.
So go slow.Let your awareness settle.Let your body breathe.
Let your story shift—not because you forced it,but because you finally want to feel it.
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